would i be called crazy if i said this site has literally changed my life?

i went through such a bad depression this summer, and have been for the past five years. this summer it got really really bad. i discovered focusing your mind on others things really does help immensely....and for me, that thing was makeup and as far as makeup, where would i be without specktra?

along with that, i've found people so compassionate and helping here i almost can't believe it. you would be surprised how little things can encourage someone and to each and every one of you on this site, i want to give you a HUGE kiss and say thankyou. thank you for the information, thank you for the encouragement, for the compassion, for the listening... for everything.

and of course, there's being compassionate towards everyone else. i'll be honest...helping other people wasn't number one on my list a while ago. but after seeing how words can really help someone, i've taken to it, and now i LOVE answering people's questions, LOVE helping people out, LOVE recommending things to people that have helped me, LOVE listening to people, LOVE knowing i can make a difference

why can't the world be filled with the people like the ones i've found here at specktra?

i felt like i absolutely had to make this topic, to let all of you know that i appreciate each and every one of you...and that i want to help you all.

love you all more than you know.<3333

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NW15 . green eyes . auburn hair . 17 years old