Ok, so I completely bombed this whole health thing.

I was at my parents at the end of January & weighed myself & saw that I had lost about 15 pounds..I was even able to buy a size smaller in clothes! But I'm entirely convinced that since then I have gained all of the original weight back & then some. My original clothes are not even fitting anymore. I kinda wanna die.
I don't really know if it's my depression that kicked in or if I've just gotten terribly lazy. And after my initial health food shopping spree, I haven't really had the money to go back & buy the stuff I want.

My boyfriend just joined a gym though....I can't afford to join with him, but I'm hoping that his new take on being healthy will help both of us (he's gained at least 100 pounds in the 3 and a half years we've been together...so I'm very thankful that he's doing this). He wasn't much of any sort of support the first time around, but I figure now at least he will be cooking better food & not trying to shove Burger King/Olive Garden/pepperoni rolls/etc. down my throat every night.

So here's to starting over again!...I hope

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