Bleh so I decided not to go to the fireworks with my family because it is in the neighborhood that all of these girls I used to be friends with who now don't ever want to hang out with me (I don't know their reason, I'm guessing b/c I'm really boring) live/are going to the fireworks in. I didn't want to be seen there alone/look like a total loser who never gets invited places (even though I am one). I know that sounds so selfish, now I feel like I let my family down. I should have gone. I don't really like fireworks either...bleh.

cheer hup hun ur not a loner u just need to forget what others think and go out and have fun, i had friends like that and i realised im not the problem they are

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