it's so sad to look at my body now. In high school I never thought i was skinny, (as a size 5). But now, when I look back, I'd give anything to be a size 5 again. Basically I have dieted and been successful in the pass, what happens is I am not a depressive eater. When I go through a rough break up it's almost like I turn anorexic, I do not eat. hahah. so I loose lots of weight. But once I found a lover again, BOOOM! i eat, & eat,,, & EAT! lol. So i usually will go from like 135 back up to like 170 lbs.

I am 5'7. so it evens out well.
I have been dieting already for about 2 weeks.
I currently weigh 156 lbs.

GOAL WEIGHT:
125 lbs

so that's basically 30 lbs.

my 21st birthday is December 1st,
and I want to be hot for my first clubbing trip to Vegas. lol.

so lets do this!!!!!

mesurements:
waist: 28 in.
bust: 36 in.
arm: 11.5 in.
butt: 42 in.
thigh: 24.5 in.
hips: 36 in.


here are some pictures
please exscuse the hoochie factor




not like I want to post pictures but in the end It will be some great motivation to never eat McDonalds again. hahaa

so basically, I just want to use this fitness journal not just for motivation but also support. If I set goals for myself, and am expected to meet those goals, I usually come through.


I will post here, as often as possible.

thanks so much ladies!!!

You can do it & you have a great incentive! Keep us updated

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Can I just say that I think you have a nice butt lol YOU CAN DO THIS!! Keep us updated with how you are going!

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I just wanted to say that me and you have the exact same problem. First off, I am 20 years old. In highschool I was a size 5, I didn't think of myself as skinny, but i wanted thicker legs and bigger boobs. My senoir year I started gaining weight. By the time I started college i was a size 7. That kinda depressed me, but my favorite number is 7 and really my butt was bigger and I was filling out so I saw it as a blessing. One thing thing I suffer from is I am an emotional eater. When I am depressed I eat when I am happy i eat, whan I am bored I eat, etc. This year I hit 145 and said wow I've got problems my stomache is where my weight goes, and now I have muffin top and back fat. ewwwlol. But I didn't do anything, but to be fair to myself I was inbetween birth controls, stuff wasn't working I had a period for 2 months. ( a little too much info but none the less) kept switchin them now I am steady on seasonale which prolly has helped add to my weight as I am now 160 or more( my scale is cheap and off) My 21st birthday is November 28, 3 days before yours,Yay I get to party legally firstBut yeah I would defintly like to get back down to at least my regular weight then which was 130-135 being smaller would be great but I want to add muscle tone so that will keep the scale up even if I am technically smaller. The good thing about you though is you can see that you have some ab definition, i have none. I am pretty lazy when it comes to excercise always have been. But i will have to suck it up. You have to too, don't give up. Kinda a personal question but are you worried about losing your boobs when you lose the weight? I kinda am, but i could stand to lose some cuppage( that's not a real word I am sure) Anyways sorry so long, just thought it was cool to see someone in the same boat. Good luck to you.

you can do it !!! am cheering for you
btw u don't look fat..honestly..you just have some extra fat on your belly area which am sure you will be able to reduce by exercising and eating less sweets.
and i wish i had your well shaped booty..

i hope you obtain your goal..<3

some girls do loose their bust size after they exercise...and i am also scared.. =/
i currently i am 32 25 34
i wanna increase my boobs by two inches ... any tips?

Hey no advice for getting more boobage. Mine just kinda keep growing. But good news. I have been doing cardioonly about 10 mins a day, but a start none the less, and 7 minute abs (thanks youtube), and some curls for my arms. So I hope to continue doing that, and lose some weight by november.God willing! But I think I just moved up another cup size DDD god they are too big. You always think you want bigger at least most girls do, but I just wanted a C cup and look where I am now. I would totally give some to you if I could. Goodluck.

good to hear about your progress. and DDD sounds fantastic. whats your diet? maybe something your eating making em grow!! =p

my diet is pretty much everything I shouldn't be eating. We moved at the begining of this month and have yet to get a stove. So it's pretty much fast food or freezer foods and lots of soda. Most people say you can lose weight from quitting soda, but not me I did it for about 3 months and lost nothin. I really don't drink alot, but that's all I drink. Anyways I imagine if you were an DDD you wouldn't want it. In fact in actuality I don't think I have ever met someone happy with their size unless they bought them. People with big boobs want smaller and vice versa. I we are doomed to get what we get unless we pay to change it.lol

You have such a nice body!!...I'd suggest maybe losing five pounds...lol...everything goes to the perfect places (your butt and boobs!)

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How are things going for you? Are you still keeping up with your goals?