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Join Date: Jul 2006
Location: bpal.org
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Re: The Snackaholic Reforms
After a lengthy absence from the board (which was mostly spent on the BPAL board, lol), I'm back and ready to give this makeover thing another shot.
I've spent a lot of time in the past year or so exploring who I am underneath the layers of other peoples' influence, habit, and inertia. I've made a bit of progress getting my outsides to match my insides by working on sharpening up my wardrobe a tad, finally allowing myself to buy (and wear, even!) black eyeshadow and nailpolish, coloring my hair to the darker shade of red I wanted for ages, and finding better (more "me") reading material and music. My home is starting to reflect the real me more as well.
I still believe that the best version of me is about 30 pounds thinner, and has arms that are toned enough to wear a black lace tank dress.
So far, I've bought a new pedometer (liked the old one better, but the battery is dead and no one here has that size, grrr) and started wearing it and tracking steps. I rarely break 7500 with my normal daily activities (and the two days a week that I don't have to leave the building at work, it's less), so I'll clearly have to add some extra activity to my day.
Looking back at my first post, the challenges are still pretty much the same. For "in my corner" -- we dropped the gym membership because after months of following their instructions we had made very little progress. So no weight class, but I do have dumbbells at home. Best friend has more important things going atm, so no workout partner there. Husband is a Gemini, so support there depends on which twin I'm dealing with that day. My primary support is going to have to come from online sources. So.....I'm restarting this thread, I've started popping in to the Eat, Drink, and Be Merry section of BPAL to ask questions about healthier food, and as soon as I get my nerve up, I'll head back over to a fitness site I used to frequent and see if any of my old buds are still there. I am a bit nervous about being able to keep ups with three boards, but it certainly should cut down on the number of times I feel lonely because no one is on and posting -- surely out of three boards, someone will be "home"!
Now I just need to get a plan together. 
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:what: "Um, no honey, I didn't get anymore makeup. You must be hallucinating. Should I call the doctor?"
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