I have to confess an indiscretion.
I went to the VIB Rouge event tonight, which went fine! I've been wanting to go just to see what it was like since I've never been to anything like that before. I'm also aiming to NOT be VIB Rouge next year. I've felt pretty in control lately so I thought, what the heck let's just do it. I picked up some travel sizes of a few things I've been wanting to try like the Living Proof PHD (I used a sample and really liked it but wasn't ready to commit to a full size). I was going to get the leave-in treatment but passed since there wasn't a smaller size of that and it was like $32. Turns out there was a deluxe size in the little sample bag that they gave you so that worked out quite nicely! I also got travel sizes of the Caudalie Grape Water and UD's b6 spray. All went according to plan. The sample bag was decent, but not overly exciting to be honest.. kind of the theme of the night really. We were all on a list and had to get signed in at the door, then we got name tags and a basket and were sent off on our own. There were probably about 30 people there and our Sephora is small so we were kind of tripping over each other. Everything worth looking at was sold out (probably a good thing for me). All in all, I'm glad I went for the experience but it didn't have the feel of a "VIP" event.
So, you might be wondering what the problem is since I didn't buy any makeup at Sephora.. Well, MAC is right across the hallway.. and because I got there early and they weren't letting anyone in until 7, I thought I'd kill time by swatching things at MAC. Then someone asked me if I wanted to try any lipsticks on and I figured, why not! No harm in that, I'll just finalize my B2M list. But then I tried on this one lipstick.. and I just couldn't get over it. I managed to leave without buying it but during the Sephora event I couldn't stop thinking about it. Even when I got my sample bag and the things I bought at Sephora it just didn't seem like "enough." So I went back and bought the lipstick. I wish I would have taken my B2M empties with me!! But I was feeling so confident that I wouldn't need them.. clearly I did!
Anyway, it was "just" one lipstick, so the world will not end. This just means anything I get from ANR will have to be using B2M stuff since I've used my 5 makeup item slots for this month already. Also I'm starting to get that anxious feeling coming back when I go shopping which I don't like. I've already been to the mall twice this month and made one online order and it's only been a week! I'm going to put myself back on a No Buy for everything again until ANR comes out. I know this method doesn't work for a lot of people but it seems to work well for me.. and I need to get myself sorted out before the holiday sets and collections frenzy starts.