Assist Me With Suicide - Please
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browneyedbaby
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I spent Saturday with a little girl dying of cancer, one in two million chance of having the form she has. Please... your life and every life is precious... and seriously lots of people have been where you are and made it through the other side. You may not believe it now but it's the truth and there is support for you out there.
You need to speak to someone in person right now.
You need to speak to someone in person right now.
Hawkeye
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Time to call for help. 911. Call it. Now.
Nothing any of us says can help you
But no one on here is going to help you die-yes you can say we are being mean but obviously we care enough about you to say NO we wont help you with this request.
Keep your chin up. There is a way out and death is not it.
Nothing any of us says can help you
Keep your chin up. There is a way out and death is not it.
Pascal
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I just feel like Im having a breakdown and a panic attack at the same time, this is not how I want my life to be, I am young and I am so lost in this big world, you girls on here are the only people that I have never ever met that seem to care. Yesterday my mom got into a fight with me and I left all day long, then I came home at 12 am and she came into my room at 3 in the morning, she said " oh I hoped you had killed youself since you were gone for so long, I guess not though we would have been at peace if you did though".
I want to check myself into the institution I was at last time, should I do that for about a week or so ? I am very confused and I'm about to break.
I want to check myself into the institution I was at last time, should I do that for about a week or so ? I am very confused and I'm about to break.
browneyedbaby
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I really think you need to get out of that house, as soon as you can. I don't know anything about institutions but you need to go somewhere.
Get help.
Get help.
Shimmer
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Dial. 911.
There's not a person here who can do anything other than tell you that calling 911 is your best option. None of us are qualified (TRULY qualified) to give you the help you need to deal with these thoughts.
Dial 911. Tell the operator you're considering hurting yourself and need help (not in hurting yourself but in dealing with these thoughts). S/He can assist you more than any forum poster/member can.
There's not a person here who can do anything other than tell you that calling 911 is your best option. None of us are qualified (TRULY qualified) to give you the help you need to deal with these thoughts.
Dial 911. Tell the operator you're considering hurting yourself and need help (not in hurting yourself but in dealing with these thoughts). S/He can assist you more than any forum poster/member can.
Shimmer
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You need to find an unbiased medical professional to talk to. I hate saying 'you need' like that but this isn't the first time you've said something to this effect and quite honestly suicidal urges need medical attention.
That is, of course, your decision to make, however please understand that until you are able to get professional help these urges likely will not go away.
That is, of course, your decision to make, however please understand that until you are able to get professional help these urges likely will not go away.
Willa
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It can happen to anyone
Don't feel ashame to talk about it with a doctor or a specialist.
I also think you should take ''distance'' with your family
I did it, and I never felt better than I am now!
My father isnt a good person.
If you need to talk, Im sure someone will listen and also, wont judge.
Don't feel ashame to talk about it with a doctor or a specialist.
I also think you should take ''distance'' with your family
I did it, and I never felt better than I am now!
My father isnt a good person.
If you need to talk, Im sure someone will listen and also, wont judge.
Pascal
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yeah see that's the thing I have a doctor that prescribes my meds and I have a therapest I see once a month. I have joined numerous counciling groups and I hate every group I ever joned, I personally feel like an outsider from other people.I also feel as if I have not improved at all even since I have been medicated since two years ago. I don't have any friends, neither does anyone in my family we are all loaners. I think we just live a very unhealthy lifestyle at home. No one comes over and we don't see anyone, we don't really go to social gatherings we are very hermit like isolated people. My mom doesn't like anyone, she's really picky and I am too. But another issue we have in the family is that the only family we have here in the states is me, mom, dad, and my only sister, and my parents refuse to talk to her. Everyone else is overseas so we're very lonely. Plus I work with my family so if there's a problem at home I just go to work and there my dad is to continue our arguement. So there is no club med for us we are constantly under each others preassure and nerves.
| Originally Posted by shimmer You need to find an unbiased medical professional to talk to. I hate saying 'you need' like that but this isn't the first time you've said something to this effect and quite honestly suicidal urges need medical attention. That is, of course, your decision to make, however please understand that until you are able to get professional help these urges likely will not go away. |
yeah see that's the thing I have a doctor that prescribes my meds and I have a therapest I see once a month. I have joined numerous counciling groups and I hate every group I ever joned, I personally feel like an outsider from other people.I also feel as if I have not improved at all even since I have been medicated since two years ago. I don't have any friends, neither does anyone in my family we are all loaners. I think we just live a very unhealthy lifestyle at home. No one comes over and we don't see anyone, we don't really go to social gatherings we are very hermit like isolated people. My mom doesn't like anyone, she's really picky and I am too. But another issue we have in the family is that the only family we have here in the states is me, mom, dad, and my only sister, and my parents refuse to talk to her. Everyone else is overseas so we're very lonely. Plus I work with my family so if there's a problem at home I just go to work and there my dad is to continue our arguement. So there is no club med for us we are constantly under each others preassure and nerves.
Willa
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My dad is like your mom
He lost his friends 3 years ago when he got depression.
Ever since, people dont go visit my parents, they are upset with him.
He also bought this stupid dog that always jumps on people. That is a problem too.
I got tired of being like him, and moved out.
Its the best I did.
I also ''flushed'' all of my friends, they werent real ones anyway.
Too superficial, and mean.
Its been near 3 years now, I havent met any GREAT friend, but I feel im at my best ever.
He lost his friends 3 years ago when he got depression.
Ever since, people dont go visit my parents, they are upset with him.
He also bought this stupid dog that always jumps on people. That is a problem too.
I got tired of being like him, and moved out.
Its the best I did.
I also ''flushed'' all of my friends, they werent real ones anyway.
Too superficial, and mean.
Its been near 3 years now, I havent met any GREAT friend, but I feel im at my best ever.
Raerae
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hi
Hi!
Been there done that...
Your not alone girlie. More people than are willing to admit it ride the suicide train, or at least are contemplating getting on it. I'll admit it, right now I'm an on and off passenger. Sometimes I feel amazing, other times (like now) I feel horrible. One thing I do know, is that however I feel at the moment, isn't going to last, regardless of how hopeless I'm feeling at any given time. Now knowing that doesn't mean that I'll feel better. But it does remind me that I've felt like this before, and eventually i'll feel better.
One thing that I did do (and it seems I'm not alone in that aspect eigther), is make a signifigant change in my life, and the direction it was heading. I basically packed what little things I owned, and moved to a new city, and lost the phone#, yahooID, etc. of EVERYONE who had been apart of my life, and decided to take a chance on what would happen. One thing I do know, is that things coulnd't be any worse than where I was already. But maybe, just maybe, they could be better somewhere else.
It's easy to get stuck in a rut, where things dont look like they will get ANY better. it's also VERY, VERY scary to let go of everything and everyone one you have known for how ever many years, and start out fresh with a new life and a new city. But if your SERIOUSLY contemplating suicide, can it be any worse?
I may have issues now (who doesn't), but there different from the ones I had before, and they are also very manageable. And in reality, the only one preventing me from being my 100% best, is myself.
Hi!
Been there done that...
Your not alone girlie. More people than are willing to admit it ride the suicide train, or at least are contemplating getting on it. I'll admit it, right now I'm an on and off passenger. Sometimes I feel amazing, other times (like now) I feel horrible. One thing I do know, is that however I feel at the moment, isn't going to last, regardless of how hopeless I'm feeling at any given time. Now knowing that doesn't mean that I'll feel better. But it does remind me that I've felt like this before, and eventually i'll feel better.
One thing that I did do (and it seems I'm not alone in that aspect eigther), is make a signifigant change in my life, and the direction it was heading. I basically packed what little things I owned, and moved to a new city, and lost the phone#, yahooID, etc. of EVERYONE who had been apart of my life, and decided to take a chance on what would happen. One thing I do know, is that things coulnd't be any worse than where I was already. But maybe, just maybe, they could be better somewhere else.
It's easy to get stuck in a rut, where things dont look like they will get ANY better. it's also VERY, VERY scary to let go of everything and everyone one you have known for how ever many years, and start out fresh with a new life and a new city. But if your SERIOUSLY contemplating suicide, can it be any worse?
I may have issues now (who doesn't), but there different from the ones I had before, and they are also very manageable. And in reality, the only one preventing me from being my 100% best, is myself.
MissMarley
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if it gets that bad again, call 911 right away. or your prescribing doctor's answering service. they will call ahead to the hospital and get them ready to take you in. it happens. you have to keep yourself safe, and sometimes that means being in a hospital or institution
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