Blah.
Not feeling right. I dunno. This break-up feels WRONG.
Ugh. Dunno why I'm feeling this today.
It's just after we talked.. I felt like things should have worked. We clearly still like each other. But I felt I kinda forced it to end.
Oh, I'm so confused.
1. We jumped into relationship too early, we BOTH felt this but didn't voice this to each other. So yeah, our biggest issue was always communication. I dunno... I guess it was end of the year.. so we got a bit.. frantic and leaped into the relationship, after about a month or so of talking. We're both similar in that we won't bring things up, like how we both feel we were... moving too fast. We sort of got caught up, so to speak?
2. It was distance almost right away, which isn't good for any beginning relationship...
3. We're about to go back to school =/ So it's like.. maybe we should've tried it out at school for awhile before officially ending it.
4. He said stuff like.. he felt we didn't click or something. But said that's not an issue when we were actually together. Again, I attribute this to long distance.
5. The boyish thing, he said it wasn't a big deal. Me being flat wasn't a big deal either.
6. Phone thing. I said it's because he doesn't tell me things. Like after we.. "ended" things we could talk easier? Was the pressure off or something? Or was it because we actually talked about "real" things that bothered us? Like about the whole.. we kinda rushed into things? Maybe if we had.. actually voiced that in the beginning, we could have taken things slower... less seriously and we would've been fine. :/
I dunno. I don't feel right.
*sigh* I'm thinking it would have been better to talk to him in person, rather than over the phone when he finally called me back.
Anyways.
Spent my Macy's gift card!
Picked up:
-Ricepaper
-Mulch
-Twinks
-Shimmermoss
-Sketch
-Bronze
-Sumptuous Olive
And that's that for now...
Mari - UGH about the cake. I'm glad you're feeling better.
Anita - You have a WEIRD friend who keeps fungus to show people?! LOL
Rebecca - I didn't end up getting my hair cut. I didn't want to spend money. :/ Yeah... I did get my hair cut the beginning of July around.. so yeah... no way.
And I read your friend thread. I guess it was better just to ditch her. To be honest, I wouldn't hang with a friend like that.
Patty - I like fall, but it's too cold for me!
I'm no good with cold.