p3nut
Well-known member
Hi,
I was just wondering if any of you here have, or have family/relatives/friends who have diabetes... and how it has changed their life.
yesturday morning I had an anxiety attack. basically, I woke up shaking, paranoid, and scared about NOTHING! I went to school and everything freaked out. my pupils were dilated like crazy, to the point where I actually had people asking me if I was stoned. I had problems breathing and I was constantly gasping for air.
my mom has a hole in her heart (she's had operations, but they could never fix it or anything because it's too close to a major artery or whatnot) and she's on a lot of meds for various heart, high blood pressure and thyroid problems.
I've always had problems where my heart would speed up SUPER FAST and it would take me almost hours just to calm it down, like my mom... but the doctor has never done tests or a thing for me. she always said I was 'too young' to get anything genetically so I shouldn't worry about it at this time.
I also have bad depression and at time I randomly cry. it got really bad on wednesday, so I took one of my mom's anti-depressants...
I'm not sure if my shaking and freaking out was from that... but I looked into all of this and it's quite possible I have hypoglycemia. it's pretty much a form of diabetes, but for low blood sugar. I think it's highly possible, and I usually feel better after I have sugar & calcium in my body... But I had a blood test last december and nothing showed up. I also read, that, some forms of diabetes can occur after an extreme illness... and as most of you know, I had extreme laryngitis/stomach flu a few weeks ago and have been feeling bad ever since. I also LOVE chocolate so I usually eat a lot of it.. but because i've been sick, I havent had any in a long time. so I think maybe my body could just be crashing.. but I really don't know what to do, because my boyfriend just wants me to stay at home and sleep, and my doctor is useless. there also aren't any walk-in clinics around here that would be worth a visit...
I checked out wikipedia.org, and I have A LOT of the symptoms they describe. the majority of them I have on a regular basis, I just don't normally pay too much attention to them...
Shakiness, anxiety, nervousness, tremor
Sweating, feeling of warmth
Pallor, coldness, clamminess
Dilated pupils
Nonspecific dysphoria, anxiety, moodiness, depression, crying, fear of dying
Negativism, irritability, belligerence, combativeness, rage
Personality change, emotional lability
Fatigue, weakness, apathy, lethargy, daydreaming, sleep
Confusion, amnesia, dizziness, delirium
Staring, "glassy" look, blurred vision, double vision
the only thing I haven't had was a seizure, lol. my mom says that yesturday I also freaked her out really badly, because I was watching tv on the couch, and I just started rolling up into the fetal position and staring off at the ground, and breathing REALLY loud and heavy, like I was having a heart attack. she says she called me like 80 times before I 'came back to reality' and asked her what she wanted. throughout the day I also felt like everyone I saw was going to kill me, and was apparently quite shifty-eyed and kept my distance from everyone/thing.
I'm just wondering what you would recommend I do.. because i'm still stressed and sort of freaking out about my life, and now I have this to worry about...
I was just wondering if any of you here have, or have family/relatives/friends who have diabetes... and how it has changed their life.
yesturday morning I had an anxiety attack. basically, I woke up shaking, paranoid, and scared about NOTHING! I went to school and everything freaked out. my pupils were dilated like crazy, to the point where I actually had people asking me if I was stoned. I had problems breathing and I was constantly gasping for air.
my mom has a hole in her heart (she's had operations, but they could never fix it or anything because it's too close to a major artery or whatnot) and she's on a lot of meds for various heart, high blood pressure and thyroid problems.
I've always had problems where my heart would speed up SUPER FAST and it would take me almost hours just to calm it down, like my mom... but the doctor has never done tests or a thing for me. she always said I was 'too young' to get anything genetically so I shouldn't worry about it at this time.
I also have bad depression and at time I randomly cry. it got really bad on wednesday, so I took one of my mom's anti-depressants...
I'm not sure if my shaking and freaking out was from that... but I looked into all of this and it's quite possible I have hypoglycemia. it's pretty much a form of diabetes, but for low blood sugar. I think it's highly possible, and I usually feel better after I have sugar & calcium in my body... But I had a blood test last december and nothing showed up. I also read, that, some forms of diabetes can occur after an extreme illness... and as most of you know, I had extreme laryngitis/stomach flu a few weeks ago and have been feeling bad ever since. I also LOVE chocolate so I usually eat a lot of it.. but because i've been sick, I havent had any in a long time. so I think maybe my body could just be crashing.. but I really don't know what to do, because my boyfriend just wants me to stay at home and sleep, and my doctor is useless. there also aren't any walk-in clinics around here that would be worth a visit...
I checked out wikipedia.org, and I have A LOT of the symptoms they describe. the majority of them I have on a regular basis, I just don't normally pay too much attention to them...
Shakiness, anxiety, nervousness, tremor
Sweating, feeling of warmth
Pallor, coldness, clamminess
Dilated pupils
Nonspecific dysphoria, anxiety, moodiness, depression, crying, fear of dying
Negativism, irritability, belligerence, combativeness, rage
Personality change, emotional lability
Fatigue, weakness, apathy, lethargy, daydreaming, sleep
Confusion, amnesia, dizziness, delirium
Staring, "glassy" look, blurred vision, double vision
the only thing I haven't had was a seizure, lol. my mom says that yesturday I also freaked her out really badly, because I was watching tv on the couch, and I just started rolling up into the fetal position and staring off at the ground, and breathing REALLY loud and heavy, like I was having a heart attack. she says she called me like 80 times before I 'came back to reality' and asked her what she wanted. throughout the day I also felt like everyone I saw was going to kill me, and was apparently quite shifty-eyed and kept my distance from everyone/thing.
I'm just wondering what you would recommend I do.. because i'm still stressed and sort of freaking out about my life, and now I have this to worry about...