I feel alone.

[jus.teen]

I often have a feeling of no one going to be there if something happens.

I've been through ever stage of the damn social ladder there is.


Snap of a finger, & whatever i want. (at the time i didn't know it)
& at the bottom, She's a was 'it' girl

I have quite a large group of friends.& For the all the s*&% that happened, i have to say I'm content with where I am.

But if i have a funeral, Have a party, etc. I get the shadowing thought that no one would care. A very easy thing to replace. Sadly, where i come from where you stand on the ladder also affects your future. so..

Any suggestions? i need to get back on the ladder .. not just for me, but for my future.

 

[Prinsesa]

If you're in highschool, I guarantee that you won't even stay friends with 95% of your "current" friends right now. Things change. Don't feel alone..if you have your family, a best friend (or a few) and maybe a signigicant other. You're set. In the next few years when you grow up, people will come and go and you should just treasure that people that stayed with you through thick or thin.

..and In my opinion, as long as you have one person (non related lol) that will stick by you no matter what, you're set.

 

[sayah]

I'm sorry you feel that way. I agree with Prinsesa.

 

[florabundance]

Re-evaluate your large group of friends. Go through them mentally person by person and think about your relationships with them and work out from there if your feelings of loneliness are justified.
I understand completely where you're coming from. But being on "the ladder" isn't going to solve the way you feel, or change it. The whole point in "scenes" is that they are temporary and insubstantial. People always need more. That's why it didn't last for you first time round (i think it rarely lasts for anyone). So, i'd say either stick with the people you know you love and who show you that same love back..or put yourself in the situation to find new people who fit that bill.
Good luck and i hope you feel better

 

[X4biddenxLustX]

Yeah we all tend to just have people who we hang out with or talk to just cause they are "there". Even though you may consider them as friends, there really just in reality acquaintances. When it comes to real friendships and people who are truly going to be there no matter what, its not the quantity that matters its the quality. There's no problem with just have 1 or 2 real friends who you can always count on. And there's also no problem with just having people around who you can just talk to or have fun with, but without being too close to.