i have a dream! ...and it confuses me.

[kimmy]

so for the past week, i've been having a little trouble with someone really important to me (i don't quite know how to label this guy, all i know is i like him a bunch.) i told him that i was a little put off by something and he took it really hard, harder than i thought.

he told me yesterday he's feeling down and out and this morning i asked him why, he said "just whats been going on between us. i feel i never even had a chance." these conversations are over e-mails since he doesn't have access to a phone where he's at right now.

anyway, my intuition has been making this whole thing alot rockier than i want it to be because something kept telling me not to trust him and to keep the walls in place.

i went back to sleep after i wrote him back this morning and i had this dream, and it was so weird...it was like a scene straight from a movie where i was trying to keep my distance and he was trying to move on but he couldn't and he was just not who he was before. in my dream, i found out that he had been being honest with me all along and that he was everything i ever wanted so i went to him. i know that sounds totally lame, but i swear it was like straight out of a chick flick.

when i woke up, i kept thinking about how things would be if i lose him. and right at the moment i feel like i never ever want to be without this guy. it's weird because all this emotion isn't really like me...and i can walk away from anyone, but i don't think i can walk away from him.

i'm just tripping on this dream though, mostly...was that my intuition changing its mind? i don't know quite what to make of it...

 

[TISH1124]

If it's the guy from b4 I still feel that you should leave the door open, just with caution....I think there is a possibility that there could be something really good there...A woman's intuition is a powerful thing....If he is on your mind that heavily it is for a reason IMO...If you really like him...see where it leads but protect your heart in the process. I know thats hard to do...But you will always wonder if he is the one you let get away if you don;t allow yourself to find out.

 

[FiestyFemme]

You know, before I would've said that it wasn't intuition, but something like that happened to me. I'd been worrying and worrying over my BF and his ex... like I didn't want to believe something was up, but one night, I had a dream that I'd found out he was still with her and they were engaged. And what happens 2 days later? The EXACT same thing. Freaked me the hell out, but I guess I should've listened to my intuition. The worst part is I told him about it after it happened, and he tried to blow it off like it was me. GRRR!

Ok anyway

I say listen to your intuition. I don't know the situation, but maybe like Tish said, keep your guard up and leave the door open.

 

[sharkbytes]

I think your gut (or subconscious, or intuition...however we label it) is trying to tell you something. If you really like him enough to consider not wanting to be without him, then you owe it to yourself to give it a chance. It might wind up backfiring, but at least you won't regret closing yourself off from something that could wind up being great. That doesn't mean go into it with blinders on, of course~ Hope it all works out for you.

 

[kimmy]

thanks, ladies.

and yep, tish, it's the same guy from before. look at all the havoc he makes in my life! sheeesh.

i was just so thrown off about how i went to sleep kind of unsure and woke up convinced that he's the one. maybe it's the pain killers, i don't know...all i know is, it confused the hell out of me.