Inspirational Life Quotes

[stefania905]

I am planning on posting some inspiration life quotes around my room. i don't know if this seems cheesy or what not but i need to do something & i need to try....

last year i had an inncident happen to me. almost 6 months ago, but i suffer from social anxiety now. i know everyone has their worries but im a person who can't move forward. I mean i can, but i cant...ya kno?

i try not to read the paper as much or watch the news as much anymore b/c it triggers bad thoughts it me.

its not so much anymore as me wanting to take my life...but i constantly think about my love ones passing away. it is definately not intentional to think that & would NEVER want it to happen. i get super super paranoid now, like i think someone is in my house when im showering, i wont let my mom go shopping alone. i cant throw out the trash without locking my door, i have a mirror to help me look if anyone is behind me, BOTH locks on my door always have to be locked

i know i shouldn't dwell on anything that happened; it is in the past. and i'm trying not to, sometimes i just can't help it either.

I just wanted to ask if anyone has any good quotes, advice or anything. i'm sorry i cant post what happened to me, but feel free to PM me if you want. if not thats fine.

 

[blueyedlady87]

I am soooo sorry for whatever it is that happened to you. When I was nine (nine years ago) I was molested by a step-cousin. My stomach drops just saying it. I told NO ONE for years. When I finally did tell my parents they wrote it off as kids playing (um, he was like 16!!!!). To this day I have no male friends, if I even catch a guy looking me I get anxious and sometimes balistic. Even around male family members I wouldn't sit near them or hug them. It's still hard to look any guy in the eye. It took a looong time to trust my (now) dad aka stepdad. I am just now at the point where I can say I love you and give him a hug. It has totally affecting my dating life. I've had one boyfriend my whole life.

I don't know if what you're going through is similar or something totally different. I can just tell you what really helped me, therapy, anti-depressants and Buspar for the anxiety attacks I would get. I feel your pain about even going to the trash. Just know that it gets better and people do care. As far as the inspirational quotes, I am an aspiring novelist and I like to use this site for well inspiration- http://motivationalquotes.com/ If you need someone to talk to, just PM me. Best wishes dear.


<333 *HUGS*