honeyd
Active member
So I took a year off after highschool and then started college. I'm currently taking classes to being a fashion buyer, which I'm very interested in. I've always been a big fashion person. But I remember ever since kingergarten Ive wanted to be a vet. Well my bf's dad is a vet and has told me horror stories, such as having to put them asleep,etc. It makes me cry. But ever since Ive started college thoughts keep creeping in the back of my head wondering if Im doing the right thing, and I still want to be a vet. I moved after 8th grade to a different country and finished high school (except moved back to the USA for senior year) there but I didnt get a very good education...at all. I feel like Ive miss out in a LOT bc of it actually. In fact the college im going to didnt even ask for SAT scores...which I also didnt have to take while in highschool since its more of an art school. I feel I wouldnt be smart enough (always had such a hard time with school and grades)to be vet or too emotional for it, but still feel like Im making a mistake sometimes. Im afraid to tell my parents bc Im worried they might be upset...they are paying for my college after all I dont want them to think they wasted their money. I dunno I guess I just needed to get this off my chest.