Sorry you had a rough day
I hope you can get the bp, BUT
just like I predicted last year with Elude, I really believe that there is a continuing underground fashion trend in the direction of more 80's style pale and matte face products. Sure, it's pretty specialized right now, but just like in the 80's, it could eventually grow into a trend where all skin tones could get their equivalent retro-matte, no suntan, geisha girl/porcelain doll items. I think we'll be seeing more products like this floating around each year, just like we saw more and more different kinds of bronzers, and now more and more different types of contouring products. So chin up! There will be more and better Eludes and Forever Marilyns out there!!!