Hah, I know how you feel. I rarely ever get to buy from them lately and have had a horrible week so decided to splurge like crazy. It's not something I ever do and I feel better for it even though I feel guilty about how much I've spent and will somewhat kick myself for it later as I can't *really* afford it. Oops?
I know what you mean! I think at this precise moment though I just stopped giving a crap about constantly worrying about spendings. Not really smart of me, but I'm dealing with too much crap offline to not treat myself once every few months lol.