So now I remember why I am not too big on going into the store to shop..SA are sooooo good at talking you into things you never even had in your head to purchase!! I went in to Nordstrom's today to check out Perfect Topping and the MAC artist(of course a totally sweet guy) was showing my the new lipsticks and put Heavenly Hybrid on me, I was NOT planning on purchasing lipsticks, even though Dreaming Dahlia keeps dragging me in, but I let him anyways. Then I checked out PT, and even though it wasn't what I had first wanted(the original) I still bought it! I did get one with some nice lavender veining and chunks, but I wonder, if I hadn't gone in would I have gotten it at all? I somehow manage to feel guilty if I don't buy *something* from them when they are helping me! Oye! I did not buy the lipstick though. I still really like DD though, I know there are dupes(but more expensive brands) and for all I know they will probably make something similar again. I'm still contemplating the liners, and I am going to try PT on me, but if I don't 100% like it on me I will return it. It did swatch very pretty and smooth.
I know someone was talking about how much easier it seems to keep buying once you started, and i know for me that is so true. I definitely think it is somewhat of a chemical reaction in our brains(I am a therapist) and I know that *feeling* we get from buying is similar to an addict, when something makes us happy our brain releases chemicals, then we want to keep feeling happy so we continue to do what we did to feel good. Once you start it's hard to stop! I know once I stop buying stuff, after a little while it's so much easier not to want to buy anything, but it's like you have to get past those first couple weeks, or month. I do so well and then one little thing and I'm buying ALL THE THINGS! I'm staying on goal for the most part, not going past my spending allowance/list of what I planned, but it is definitely easy to go off track, hehe.