Hey ladies, I hope you're all having a great day and, if you bought from the NG collection, got what you wanted.
I'm having a rough day today. Not sure where else to go because most of my friends have basically abandoned me. I guess they've never been around someone with severe anxiety and depression issues and they don't know how to handle it, so they're just leaving me alone.
I made some poor decisions a couple months ago and I'm still paying for them. I get anxiety ever day, but today has been one of the worst days I've had in a long while. I was supposed to go move my stuff out of my dorm today, but I just can't manage to get out of bed. I want to cry and I can't. I feel so stupid and pathetic.
For the most part, I feel like I'm doing the right thing by dropping out. The stress of college was definitely getting to me, but sometimes I feel like if I hadn't made that stupid decision, would I have given up? would I have toughed it out and got my degree? Am I completely messing up my life? and I have to tell my father about it over the Christmas holiday, which I'm dreading because I know he isn't going to take it well. I just wish I could get the anxiety to stop.
