Hi. Don't feel bad. I grew up in a small town, have lived in a big city and now live in a 50,000 college town. Even though I miss having a MAC store around the corner, there are some really nice things about small towns-like being able to go someplace and know at least one other person there (ok, so sometimes that's not so great but I still kinda miss it) and you can leave your windows open at night!