Chikky
Well-known member
Heh, I so suck as a girl... That's why I need to come here my girls' advice!
I really stink at making my displeasure unknown, first of all. I always mostly feel like I'm overreacting.
That being mentioned, for really no reason... Years ago, C would call or text me to make sure I got home alright after leaving his house. He'd also walk me to the car and such. Then he stopped (though mostly he called because I SUCK at directions and he wanted to make sure I was not lost.) And I'm ok with not being walked to the car and all that... Now we lie in bed together until I must go. Unless it's really, really late, then I sleep over, but mostly I leave. And he's said I could stay on those nights, but I still feel bad; it's HIS house.
Weather here has been really bad lately, and he's never said 'don't go home!' to me. He's made comments when we're not together, like when I say to sleep well, he'll say 'as well as I'll sleep ALONE'. Though I do that, too. So... I kinda wanna say that I'm willing to stay there more often. It sucks to leave late at night, drive a half hour, then be home really late and get up early. I want to say that I want him to want me to stay. Maybe it's implied... It never used to bother me, but it's starting to.
I don't even know if this makes sense. Any ideas?
I really stink at making my displeasure unknown, first of all. I always mostly feel like I'm overreacting.
That being mentioned, for really no reason... Years ago, C would call or text me to make sure I got home alright after leaving his house. He'd also walk me to the car and such. Then he stopped (though mostly he called because I SUCK at directions and he wanted to make sure I was not lost.) And I'm ok with not being walked to the car and all that... Now we lie in bed together until I must go. Unless it's really, really late, then I sleep over, but mostly I leave. And he's said I could stay on those nights, but I still feel bad; it's HIS house.
Weather here has been really bad lately, and he's never said 'don't go home!' to me. He's made comments when we're not together, like when I say to sleep well, he'll say 'as well as I'll sleep ALONE'. Though I do that, too. So... I kinda wanna say that I'm willing to stay there more often. It sucks to leave late at night, drive a half hour, then be home really late and get up early. I want to say that I want him to want me to stay. Maybe it's implied... It never used to bother me, but it's starting to.
I don't even know if this makes sense. Any ideas?