Me either! Don't Give Up! I've been a makeup artists for years and I have to fight for each job I want. I can't believe how much I've learned & grown since I first started. I have my second makeup application one week ago. I was nervous and I also messed up my wing eyeliner. I knew it too! You have so little time to show them your talents & skills but I knew right there no matter what my résumé states or how much I can do I knew little mess up would cost me. I've been beating myself everyday but I keep practicing everyday to get better so when I reapply I can calm down and nail the look they want to see.