feebee
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About a bloody boy.
Well an ex to be exact. Dated for a few months last summer... broke up but stayed "friends".
He is in the military and was posted overseas for 6 months during which time we stayed in touch, i sent him letters, parcels etc. I hoped if i showed him how much i cared about him he might regret his decision. He'd phone and email, telling me he couldnt wait to see me when he got home and of course i built my hopes up.
Well he got home in July. We've met a few times, ive gone out to his place (and stayed over.... silly of me i know). And guess what, nothing has changed. He hasnt changed his mind, never will. He says we have no "spark". I'm beautiful, kind, wonderful, heart of gold yadda yadda yadda but im "not for him"
Which is fair enough i suppose. But it sure does hurt.
Sorry, just having a rant. We had a big row last night and decided to just cut all contact, which in a way is for the best because i know ill never be able to move on if he is in my life. Just so upset knowing ill never see him again.... and that he doesnt even care.
Going home to have some chocolate and a cry.
Well an ex to be exact. Dated for a few months last summer... broke up but stayed "friends".
He is in the military and was posted overseas for 6 months during which time we stayed in touch, i sent him letters, parcels etc. I hoped if i showed him how much i cared about him he might regret his decision. He'd phone and email, telling me he couldnt wait to see me when he got home and of course i built my hopes up.
Well he got home in July. We've met a few times, ive gone out to his place (and stayed over.... silly of me i know). And guess what, nothing has changed. He hasnt changed his mind, never will. He says we have no "spark". I'm beautiful, kind, wonderful, heart of gold yadda yadda yadda but im "not for him"
Which is fair enough i suppose. But it sure does hurt.
Sorry, just having a rant. We had a big row last night and decided to just cut all contact, which in a way is for the best because i know ill never be able to move on if he is in my life. Just so upset knowing ill never see him again.... and that he doesnt even care.
Going home to have some chocolate and a cry.