Hi everyone!!!
I'm here! I just got out of the hospital earlier today and have been sleeping most of the day. I HAD to get online, especially on Specktra though
My second surgery went well, they didn't find anymore cancer, at least to the naked eye, but any remaining cancer cells will get killed off anyway when I have my radioactive iodine treatment probably a month or two after surgery.
My stay in the hospital, was horrible though. I'm so thankful Iam an employee their and can complain to the proper outlets, I honestly feel like I was treated like a sack of shit by the medical surgical nurses on that floor. I'm not dissing any nurses on Specktra, but I know a lot of these women and they are just straight up bitches...making all the CNAs/PSAs do all the work for them. The OR nurses are wonderful though, they treated me like a lump of gold both times.
Last night, I had to wait one fucking hour for my morphine and my last dosage was about three hours before that. I had to wait 20 minutes for someone to help me get out of bed so I could take a piss. REALLY ANNOYING. Then to top it all off, this fucker named Brian slept in the room next to mine and SCREAMED all night on the nurse call bell and asked for pain meds every 10 minutes. What bothered me the most, is that they were sooo quick to jump on the gun and answer Brian's calls right away. I had to wait 10-15 minutes each time after hitting the nurse call button.
I finally said to one of the nurses "You know I work downstairs right?" and her attitude changed in an instant. She suddenly became nicer and more quick to respond to my calls. I just figured you know what, fuck it, I'm going to throw that out there. I deserve to be treated with the common decency and respect of anyone else shacked up in the hospital whether it be Stepdown, Med/Surg, ICU, OB, whatever.
Not to sound like a diva, but I've had two surgeries in a week and found out I had cancer and I honestly feel like I was entitled to better treatment than some dopehead down the hall who wanted to listen to MTV music videos all night and curse out the nurses. They finally moved him (Brian) this morning to another room because he was being too disruptive towards the other patients lol.
I just wanted to update everyone with how I'm doing. I'm still not a 100% and probably won't be for days. This surgery was more involved than the last and I guess they had to move my voice box around during surgery, ahhh?!
I really want to
thank from the bottom of my heart, the lovely ladies of Specktra who got together and sent me a lovely MAC package!!!
I received it on Wednesday night when I came to my parents and I was soooo happy! I'll be sure to take pictures soon. I got Mulch, Ricepaper & Fig 1 eyeshadows. I also got Angel lipstick and Indianwood paintpot! Yaaay!
That was probably one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me and when I opened up the card and read it was from some Specktra ladies, I cried once again! Y'all seriously didn't have to do that, but know that you are truly angels and amazing people. Please fess up now, those that were behind this so I can give you proper recognition and a little something special for you!
I'd like to thank everyone else too who has been so kind and thoughtful on this thread and leaving inspiring messages for me. God Bless you all!