astronaut
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Well, I've always wanted to get my eyes done. And for the past 2 years, I've felt more strongly about getting surgery done and I'm determined to get the procedure done next year; I can't wait. All my life people have commented that I always look mean and I finally realized that it might be because of my eyes. They are tiny and give a very unfriendly appearance.
I feel like a prisonor in my own body. I hate my eyes so much that I can't even leave my house without eye makeup. Or else, I wear sunglasses to hide them. The last time I was out without makeup, I was at Walmart walking around inside with sunglasses on and I felt like a total wierdo
It's one thing to like wearing makeup, and another to be dependant on it. People say that makeup can't make that much of a difference but in my case it does! Some friends who were fortunate enough to see me without makeup will be nice and say "Wow... you look totally different without makeup on..." but I know what they are thinking inside...
I think it's like an identity crisis or something as well. Like when I have the makeup on that makes my eyes look bigger, I feel confident and people are drawn to me, and I get attention. But when I don't have the eye makeup on, I'm not just average, I'm at the bottem. I'm an absolute no body, another ugly duckling, like I don't even exist. That's a big change for someone and I feel like I'm living two different lives and a lie because I look like a completely different person without my eye makeup. People wouldn't even recognize me.
So yeah, my eyes bother me big time and I've cried so much over them. I won't be fully happy until I get the procedure done because they will always bother me if I don't. Everything else about me I am happy about, it's just my eyes...
I feel like a prisonor in my own body. I hate my eyes so much that I can't even leave my house without eye makeup. Or else, I wear sunglasses to hide them. The last time I was out without makeup, I was at Walmart walking around inside with sunglasses on and I felt like a total wierdo
I think it's like an identity crisis or something as well. Like when I have the makeup on that makes my eyes look bigger, I feel confident and people are drawn to me, and I get attention. But when I don't have the eye makeup on, I'm not just average, I'm at the bottem. I'm an absolute no body, another ugly duckling, like I don't even exist. That's a big change for someone and I feel like I'm living two different lives and a lie because I look like a completely different person without my eye makeup. People wouldn't even recognize me.
So yeah, my eyes bother me big time and I've cried so much over them. I won't be fully happy until I get the procedure done because they will always bother me if I don't. Everything else about me I am happy about, it's just my eyes...