Sunday 26th 130 pounds!!I think I lost those couple of pounds so quick because I'm sick (my throat, cold...ugh) and when I'mlike that I don't feel like eating, plus I keep doing my exercices..anyway tomorrow I'm buying vitamins, and supplements, since I'm not going to lie, but I've feeling a little weak lately, and it's not ok.
Also, I'm kinda pissed and depressed these days... I'm homesick, very homesick, all I do is just be on the hotmail MSN chat with my friends from over there, and I even watch those videos from my city through youtube.com and all I do is cry and cry. =( anyway.... my boyfriend is NOT being supportive at all, I told him that I lost a couple of pounds more and he said: "well.. that's because you are not eating" and that's not true, I swear, is just that now, I don't have the need to eat pizza, chips, pasta, burgers and fries no more! and of course since I've changed my eating habits.. I think is obvious that I had to lose some weight, plus I'm working out 3-4 times a week (1hour and a half each time) drinking LOTS of water and I feel fine, close to feel great lol.
It's kinda like a turn off that he said that.. but whatever, I think that he noticed that I changed along with my weight, I don't feel that insecure like before and this might be bothering him.. he's kinda controlling, soo.. it might be that.. it sucks!
^^ This is another pic of me =) as you can see, I'm not a curvy woman, even though when I gained weight I still didn't have not so much hips, and no breasts and you know.. behind.. LOL. so I think me being slimmer makes me look waaaaay simmetrical because of my body type.
Also I want to get tattooed and pierced, Long time ago I haven't done it and I kinda miss that little pain.. I like it, so since I have a long list I decided I'm going to do my inner forearm, I want to get my 2 favorite bands of all times.. one of them is the SMASHING PUMPKINS and the other one is DEFTONES . I'm still looking for the deftones design though..
anyway hopefully I can get them done in the next 2 weeks.. I'll let you know.. ok.. very long post, talked about weight, bf, and even tattoos..
Kisses
Kaia.