I just popped in to catch up with everyone. I haven't wanted much lately so at least there's no huge struggle. I did buy 2 of the pigment sets from MAC holiday, one for me and one as a gift. I have a lot going on and unfortunately most of it is bad. Several financial things, and problems getting my pain medicine. I have been taking it daily for 8 years so I'm terrified (truly) about how I'll feel if/when I run out. I'm going to my PCP today and praying that he can give me some guidance, and hopefully medicine until I can find another pain management Dr. And my poor kitty who was sick for several weeks has gone blind. She was getting better from the cat flu and was back to her bright-eyed self. Then on Friday something happened. Suddenly she couldn't walk right and kept falling. I took her to the ER, thinking this might be it. The Dr. Said "no". She said the problem seemed to be neurological, and that everything else about her health is good. She referred me to a neurologist, who saw her the next morning. She called and said the problem was probably in her brain, and it would cost 1800.00 to 2500.00 for an MRI. I've already spent around 1600.00 and I can't do more. So I brought her home and we are learning how to adapt our lives. She us doing pretty well navigating, but I feel so bad for my baby. So make up has been low on my priority list. I don't think I'll Lose interest forever, but right now i don't have much to write about it. But I'll still be checking in and reading posts.