Hey ladies. Today has been rough, for sure.
I went over to the temp agency and I have a bad feeling the place I was wanting to work at is not currently hiring. I'm not really sure what to do. The only other place hiring through them is awful - most of my friends left there for this other place that I'm trying to get into.
Talked to Rob on his way to work and he doesn't know what to tell me. Then we find out a mutual friend has just been kicked out of his house and is couch surfing. He said he was thinking about going in on a place with our friend. Normally I'd be ok with this, but we've talked about moving in together soon... which would totally mess up those plans. I'm glad he wants to help his friend but I don't think it's fair that he's throwing our plans under the bus, and I'm feeling left out in the cold.
Then I get home and talk to Dad to find out what happened. Should have results in 24 hours. And I get another lecture. Yesterdays was about how lazy I am and that life is more than netflix and a cell phone, today, I tell him I'm close to working and that's wrong too! He keeps dragging stuff up from several years ago and I've just about had it. It's all I can do not just hang up on him. With him not being well I'm trying to just let it go but after years and years of his bs I'm getting to a breaking point. I'm the only one of his kids that still talks to him and I really don't want to go no contact but this is getting ridiculous.
I went to see Selma and it was wonderful, but I couldn't do it justice because I couldn't get my mind off of the earlierp arts of the day and kept having anxiety attacks.
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