Well, I've been MIA for the past few days. Busy and tired and just can't be bothered doing anything.
I've joined a gym, so I'll be going 5 days a week. My goal is to lose 3stone/42lbs/18kg for anyone who needs conversion, lol. At least, anyway. I'm hoping to lose it by Christmas, but if not that's ok - so long as I lose something.
Been having a rough time with my fiance. We're arguing a lot and it's really upsetting me. I know people say things'll work out, but I'm really beginning to wonder if they will. Sometimes speaking to him is like talking to a wall - but I think a wall would better understand me than he does.
I'm so tired and frustrated I could scream/cry. I suppose on the bright side I can get my frustrations out at the gym. I'm also trying to quit smoking and trying really hard to find a job to no avail. It just feels like everything is going wrong right now.
On a side note, we have found a house (my family and I) to move into. So that's good. I just kinda wish things would go uphill from here, but they're just spiralling downwards repeatedly. I'm not asking for everything to be perfect or easy, but I'm really just fed up of everything. I'd love nothing more than to curl up in bed and never get out. But I have to. Bleh. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow.