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Originally Posted by lipshock
I am a full time college student with a job and extracurricular activities (even during my vacations I do volunteer work), so I rarely have the time enough as it is to breath but I still made an effort to put out videos and though I didn't have 30 something like others, I made sure I put time and effort into them in making them right. When I did rush to put up a tutorial, I would constantly get comments like something was bad about it but the tutorials I didn't rush, those type of comments were rare. I was busting my ass in my classes because I am trying to get into graduate school when I finish undergrad, so I'm sorry if making YT videos was not on my top priority list (this isn't directed towards you, just in general). By the end of it all, I was just so burnt out, it was unbelievable -- I didn't feel like doing anything, yet alone put on makeup. It was all worth in the end because I made Dean's List and I am proud I plowed through it all, even with the negativity.
Besides, the people that would write comments like that were the main reasons why I did update videos and I would personally email them and let them know as to why I haven't done a video in awhile. Even so, I still kept up to date with answering a ton of emails pretty much every day. So really, people need to sit down and think how much work goes into creating tutorials on the internet. . .on top of your offline life.
YT videos were not my career and I would never use them as such. They were meant to be fun and informative but like I said before, the fun was taken out of it by some ruthless individuals. Ah well, I believe in karma and all but I really hope they never have to go through what they put me, and others I knew very well on YT, through.
In spite of all this, I thank you all so much for the supportive comments. :] This is why I love Specktra and will probably never leave this beauty forum. You ladies are so awesome and are truly some great motivating factors for me in possibly doing it again.
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hey! girl i have been askin about you for months on yt lol
. i was so sick to find you left.its nice to hear form you. i am glad i happened apon this thread. i really did appriciate your vids..you are one of my insperations. congrats on making the deans list lady
! i hope you do decide to comback..my skills have improved greatly partly from watching your vids. im not on spektra too often but i am glad i poped intonight
. i guess becasue i pretty much keep too myself i neevr know about drama on yt lol. i just watch the vids and keep it pushing lol. i am always hearing about how people are beefing im so oblivious to it all. lol. lucky me i guess. maybe that way i'll stay out of trouble. i dont like to be in the middle of mess anyway.
take care sis..have you poste dany pix on spectra lately
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