aww wow you guys are so sweet! ionly wrote that late last night and look at all the supportive comments!
my condition is extremely rare. it gets you like a flu, but it acts very fast. i forgot what it was called, but it starts with an M. tomorrow I go back to the hospital for clinic, so I will remember to ask my VAD nurse.
we are hoping my recovery goes like this:
in 2-3 months, my heart will recover, flush the virus away, and the swelling will go away. i will be stronger and well again, so the doctors can take me in for surgery and remove the heart pump. if not, i will need a heart transplant, which im horribly afraid for.
about my left leg and foot, i had bloodclots removed from it and an echmo machine (i was connected to tonnns of machines. while i was in the OR, the nurse left the room and left the door open so my dad ran in and he was horrified by all the machines i was connected too... from what i was told). i also have water retension and my leg just couldnt handle all of it and got nerve compression i guess. im going to get physiotherapy for that and i was told it will go away over time. i am taking a pill for the numbness too i think. movement has gotten better. i couldnt even wiggle my toe and move my foot up and down.
burnaby hospital is quite slow. i went to the ER and had to wait a while and we sat around A LOT for a longg time. i wasnt considered critical until i passed out and the nurses rushed me somewhere and my mom called home and told my dad its getting serious. then my dad came to my mom and a nurse came out and told them that i was Very Sick. i think thats how it began.
i listen to stories my family, cousin, friends etc tell me so i can fill in the gaps between when i fainted and when i woke up.
i am thankful for everyone's prayers and wishes for my recovery. i love you guys! i am soo glad i am able to get back onto specktra. i am soo behind on the MAC collections. the great thing about being a cripple is all the support i get. i had noo idea so many people cared.
thanks again you guys <3