You'll be ok, but I can understand your nerves with the surgeries. I've been in cancer treatment for the last year and a half and my life will finally be mine again in the latter half of 2014. As you can imagine, it's been not been a great time but I've found make-up to be a comfort and this community a treat to read even if I don't engage as often as I should. What I've discovered is that wearing red lipstick in my bed cheers me and helps my pasty face look a bit more healthy
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and praying for a good surgery, which I have every confidence is exactly what would happen regardless. Hope you get some items to look forward to in your recovery!