The medical bills are the worst, aren't they? I don't have insurance through grad school anymore (I'm at UF), and I have to have two exploratory procedures done this month because they cannot figure out what's causing me to have two types of anemia. If they don't find out from these, a bone biopsy is next and I have no idea how I'll pay for that! I've got severe nerve damage in my neck and shoulder and have to have nerve conduction testing/therapy and surgery and I've had to put all that off just to deal with this anemia nonsense. I really hope you're doing okay, and It's so wonderful that your fiancé treated you with this collection to cheer you up! That's part of the real reason I bought the TB bag for myself (with the help of EBates and the gift card) and the items I did buy from this collection. I really needed the pick me up after all this health stuff. And again, your fiancé sounds really great. What a special guy to understand how makeup makes a woman feel better! A lot of men feel that it's frivolous (especially when you have other stuff you could buy with the same money) but they just don't understand how it make us feel inside, do they? Look better, feel better! I believe that. I really hope you get better, enjoy your new stuff, and get whatever you're trying to get going off the ground. Good luck with it. And I agree with you about SH; I thought that lippie would be the first to sell out!