I'm in the middle of a move, so I haven't been present, but I'm so so sorry for your loss. We buried our 14 year old pug today. The whole family broke down together. We lost our pug and my sisters German shepherd both in the last two months, and then going out to our little graveyard just brought back memories of everyone we've lost. My two cats who died in an accidental fire, my border collie who died when I was out of the country for a month, my mom was crying for the little pug Lu Kai who she had as a teenager.... It never gets easier that they're gone, and the people who don't understand never will until they get the chance to open their hearts and experience all that love. My thoughts are with you, and we know exactly what you're going through having just lost little puggy yesterday. It was her time though, we rescued her from being euthanized six years ago, and she lived the happiest life... Okay, now I'm crying. Gotta go back to makeup.