I understand 100% and then i realized how materialistic i'd become. I don't have a choice to work because i have kids and daycare would cost more than i'd make, and i don't want the state's help unless it gets really bad. I've just started to busy myself with things at home, do more crafts, pick up my makeup more...
Oh and my husband has a site, using pay per click ads, you gotta be creative, but he is about to make 600 dollars just on that. He barely does any work at all. You have to be creative and it does take a bit of time to figure it all out, but its worth a shot.