man i don't know what i am doing to myself this past week. i have eaten alot of crap... and have just finished eating my dinner which again was junk food.
i'm so upset with myself. i've not lost any weight this week because i've eaten badly. and if i'm honest i think i will end up putting on a couple of lbs when the food has settled in me
i've had a stressful week and that i why i have eaten badly. i've been working too hard which has stressed me and then the cherry on the cake was being called by an estate agent saying they wanted to take npics of the house. i asked why and they said it's because it needed to be put on the market asap! our renting agentcy never told us the house was being sold and that we'd have to move out. i got told by a fucking stranger on the phone! it's the worst time for it to happen too because i'm not earning as much money and moving now is a bitch because i have no spare cash.
i was really upset when i got the call and cried alot. however in typical me fashion i found a new even nicer place in less than 24 hours and the paperwork is all going through now. i can't wait to move into our new place. but because i'm stressed about getting everything packed, cleaned and sorted i'm eating junk.
i don;t want to undo all my hard work in a few weeks and know i'm on a downward spiral. tommorow on my day off i'm going to do lots of cardio to get me going and burning calories and i need to be hardcore with my dieting again.
wish me luck girls because i need it now more than ever with the way i feel