Sorry about your nanna

mine passed when my boy turned one she passed on my boys first birthday

That hurts every year still and he is 19 now But now I think are my kiddies doomed as there dates represent death

A little story with my stepdaddy and my baby I won't say everything But my stepdad birthday was the 15 th sept My baby due date was the 15 sept too And my stepdad passed on the 4 th sept and we burried him on the 23 and had bub induced and had him the 25 th So yeah then I used to sit outside the cemmetray at 11 pm and sit in my car outside wanting to go in and see him even though I used to drive up there all time everyday before work after work then when I took my mum back home we used to drive there

I suppose yeah it was my way of coping wasn't it But that's all I was interested in and my new baby but still had in my head why

o why xx