snowflakelashes
Well-known member
hey girls, I'm uber depressed right now, I can't seem to get that feeling of dread/sadness/uselessness away. My dad is leaving to go back home today which is good for him, i'm jealous I want to leave too! lol
Right now thoguh I don't think I'd enjoy much of a vacation I feel... hopeless...
That said I'm going to try not to let the hopeless feeling interfere with my eating. I am defrosting a chicken breast to cook for supper so at least I have that planned out in my head. And I will try to stay offline tonight and use the treadmill while I watch lost or something tonight to get a bit of excercise.
I hate feeling this way with no real valid reasons. I FIND reasons but I'm sure they're just things that I'm latching onto to explain the way I'm feeling. Argh! I'm going to rock it DESPITE being all wierd emotionally. lol
That said I'm going to try not to let the hopeless feeling interfere with my eating. I am defrosting a chicken breast to cook for supper so at least I have that planned out in my head. And I will try to stay offline tonight and use the treadmill while I watch lost or something tonight to get a bit of excercise.
I hate feeling this way with no real valid reasons. I FIND reasons but I'm sure they're just things that I'm latching onto to explain the way I'm feeling. Argh! I'm going to rock it DESPITE being all wierd emotionally. lol