I needed to hear that. I am so sorry to hear about your breakup Wolverina. My husband, whom I ADORE, left me after almost 10 years of marriage. We had (have) a great friendship, we love each other and are truly the best of friends. He spoils me and I know he would do anything for me and would give his life for me given an opportunity. Why he left? I don't know. He simply said one day, I am sorry but I love you too much to see you unhappy. I just "don't feel that way about you" .. WTF. It broke my heart, literally. My simple congenital and common heart condition became serious and I was emotionally devastated; I lost about 15 lbs. I mean I did look better but I sure felt like shit. Not even lipsticks could make me happy. I still feel sometimes like I don't want to let go. It has been an awful 10 months but I am finally getting back on track and I am starting to see the light. Que sera, sera.... We must believe that everything is meant to be and if we are meant to be together, we will be. If not, it is because there is something better out there for us. There has to be.