Alibi's adventures, long but informative!
So about 3 weeks ago I came back from vacations with my bf. I didnt post much, I felt to numb girls. I didn't want to see anyone, talk to anyone, tell anything. I was just sleeping most of the day. I still feel odd, but it's less. I miss him
I admit being a retard and spending only 17 days there when they were telling to stay more. The 1 way trip already took 24 hours, I should have stayed for longer. But I was very nerveous what if his Mom won't like me, plus, some of you know my situation already, my Mom was really pissed off with all that, and If I spent my birthday there with him she would mind. We were thinking about changing the ticket, but she would be too upset. So yea, only 17 days which went in a blink of an eye.
My bf's family is awesome
! They made me feel so welcome, and were not annoying at all. They actually made me feel just like I'm a part of the family, that was amazing. I didnt feel that Im a guest, I felt a part of all. Bf's Mom is great, she really seemed to like me a lot, invited me more, said I should stay longer, was kissing me, hugging me, we could communicate pretty decent no matter of the languages! Amazing.
No need to say how happy I was to see my man. I love him so much dolls
. He is awesome, we've been together all this time, just hanging at home, going out, to the movies, went to the theme park where me, afraid of any more or less scary toy rode them all, even the scaries rollercoaster. Dolls, I bet you understand me good since we are in this thread - damn, all I want is just to lay on the sofa with him, cuddle, watch tv... Thats enough for me already. I miss him so bad. And I have no idea when we gonna see each other again.
I was really nerveous about trans atlantic flight, but now I realise I gonna fly back whenever I have any chance, seriously. The flights were all good, I told you that my flight back would be delayed for 6 hours 1st and then I would have to wait a lot in Madrid, but they put me on the flight through Germany, so it worked out nice.
I wanna go back. Really, so much, Its very tough, because my Mom doesnt like all that, doesnt like my bf. I know thats all because she is afraid I will move there to him. But all my trip she was saying she misses me, being mad sometimes. Didnt help much. I honestly dont know what to do with this. I love Mom SO MUCH, but I love him aswell
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Its awesome beautiful in Brazil. Really, I've never seen anything like that in my life. I simply loved it. Great food, a LOT of food, nice people, nice weather, everything cheaper than here... Its an awesome place.
Of course, I got in some adventures. Girls, I was freaking out all this time so bad, cause the last day I was there the rubber broke
. And the next day I had a flight home, a long flight. Plus it was a dangerous day. Damn that was scary. I was afraid to take the pill, I never did before, and was afraid I would feel sick on the trip, but as I would arrive here in would be 3rd day already, the last chance to take is 72 hours, plus the plane was delayed. So well, before I left we went to but the next day pill, and I took it in the beggining of my trans atlantic flight, at least I had 10 hours to sit and chill. It was surprisingly ok, I didnt feel a thing. But obviously I was going crazy all this days. I bought a pregnancy test to do today, fuck I was so scared, and my God, just this morning I woke up and got a period.Thanks God really. My bf treated me the best way ever, all this time he was just saying it all gonna be ok, that I shouldnt worry, just supported me and cheered me all the time. He was afraid too I know, having a baby wasnt an option for us now, but he was cheering me every single day.
But now I do think that I wanna be on a birth control pills.
Thats it for now, sorry if I was long!
Meg, Im so happy for you hun!!! Thank you so much for your support, you are amazing. You deserve all that. Enjoy there a lot, deal? You know what I mean!
Oh, I bought a lash curler and 2 concealers at the MAC duty free counter! And for my birthday got a lipliner and 2 dame edna glosses! Though Im cuttiing the spendings down, I have a lot of make-up, even brand new.
Ohhh god I need sleep!
