This is definitely a shocker being that my aunt has just died unexpectedly also......I'm so deeply saddened by this because I know she had a beautiful little girl......I remember I was looking at some of the photos she had put up of her little girl and something just stuck out to me about them......her eyes are so full of life and happiness and I know that can only come from having one of the greatest mothers a girl could have.....it was clear that Janice absolutely adored Ciara and would have gave her the moon if she could......I just feel so horrible that something this devastating had to happen to such a beautiful little girl......I know that Janice has been sick for a long time and that her family had been preparing for this but, nothing can ever prepare a child, that's in some of the greatest stages of her life, for losing her mommy........I'm just at a loss.......I'd like to type a few words to Ciara here in hopes that they will find their way to her somehow.....
Ciara,
Even though I do not know you or your mommy I just want to tell you that I'm so sorry about your loss. I can't really find the right words to explain how sorry I am. I just want to tell you that I've seen some of the pictures your mom has posted of you and you are absolutely beautiful. Always remember that. Please don't lose that happiness in your eyes because one day that little sparkle will get you very far. I know that this must be a hard time for you but just think, your mommy can be with you everywhere you go now. She loved you more than you will ever know and I can tell that she will never leave your side. Your birthday's coming up soon right? Well, I wish you a very very very very Happy Birthday!!!! and I hope you have a blast. I know that may seem hard to do but you and I both know that your mom would want to see
that big pretty smile of your's. And what a pretty smile it is! I hope that this might have cheered you up maybe a tiny little bit at least. You are a very special girl and I wish you the best in your future. Someday I know I'll see your face in lights somewhere. Give yourself a big squeeze from me and know that your in my prayers.
P.S.~If you ever need someone to talk to I'm just a few taps on the keyboard away.....my email address is
[email protected].....I wish you the best Ciara!
Your friend if you ever need one,
Kiersten
To Janice's family.....I wish you all the best and I'm very very sorry for your loss.....please know that you're in my prayers.......