Hey girls,
You are all so sweet to me. I'm just having some major bouts of depression. My clock is ticking and me and hubby are on opposite ends of the spectrum with regard to kids. I love him and he is perfect, but since he is younger than me, he won't want them till I can't have them. (I have repro issues). So, I've just been eating myself into a frenzy.
Anyway, sorry for the big downer. Just having to deal with a lot right now. Hubby said if I want them, we could have them. But, I don't think it is right to bring children into the world (if you can control it) unless both parties are willing and happy participants.
Just kinda blue and feeling bad about myself. Please don't hate on Mr. Rbella for this. He really is a gem, just too overworked and tired for kids. I understand where he is coming from b/c up until about 6 mos ago, I was totally anti-children.
I hope to try and get back into some kind of healthy eating plan. I am ballooning and can't live like this much longer. I'm so unhealthy.
Mel-you really are an inspiration. You are amazing.
Willa, Mel, Tish, MzzRach, Aleksis, Lizzie, Kayteuk-love you guys. And anyone else I might have missed. HUGS to you all!!!
Thanks for listening. You guys are the best!!