Okay I dont think Im going to be making that big of a an effort to talk to him anymore.. last night was great and he was super sweet as always... but we were talking last night while we were watching sportscenter... and he was like "the reason I didnt ask you to come over last night is because Ashley was there" (the girl I told you about that works @ the news station with him) and I was like "okay?" And he goes "well.. it was just kinda awkward because she was there and some other girls that work at the station that Ive known for a while.. there was like one other guy there and.. I didnt want you to feel awkward"
I was just like "Its fine. I wasnt really expecting you to invite me over. I know it was a work think and I hung out with some girlfriends anyways."
And he was like "well.. this is why Im so nervouse about starting a new relationship.. is because all my friends are girls and girlfriends always think im cheating even though id never ever lie... and Id never ever cheat.. but my friends are girls and that always seems to be a problem."
I told him that I didnt really give a shit.. that most of my friends were guys and if he didnt like that then he'd have to get over it as well... that I understand that members of the opposite sex have to co exist in a work environment together-- and that they pry always go out together too because you hang out with your friends from work mostly when you're single..
And it ended up going back to Ashley and I was like "you still have a thing for her dont you?" and he was like "no.. not really... kinda but not really. We work together so it wouldnt work out.. but we'd pry be together if we didnt work together."
I was like.. wtf? Cute.
Then he was telling me how he was at the discovery children's museum today for work filming a story and he couldnt stop thinking about how he wants to take me and adler there. and that he really really likes me and blah blah..
but I dont know- the whole Ashley thing is throwing me off.... I just feel weird.
I dont think im going to get ahold of him unless he decideds he wants to get ahold of me... I just dont think I'm emotionally mature enough to handle another guy being stuck on a girl he fooled around with months and months ago..
I just really really hope I get my damn period next week
